This evening at the Balliol JCR bi-weekly General Meeting, a majority of members voted in favour of using communal JCR funds in order to purchase The Sun newspaper on a daily basis. What is especially sickening about this meeting is that I have been so tied up with work that I didn’t even know this motion was on the agenda – and it passed on one vote.
The writing has been on the wall for a very long time, but as far as I am concerned this is final confirmation that the supposed ‘left wing’ ethos of Balliol JCR is dead and buried. Formal hall has already been introduced via the back door without a whimper of protest, black tie balls were overwhelmingly demanded, and this is for me the final symbolic nail in the coffin.
I am not prepared to list the dozens of reasons why I think it is appaling that the JCR should fund the purchase of this newspaper – so don’t ask me to. I will say only this. The Murdoch-owned Sun has consistently been one of the most viciously right-wing, hate-spreading, persecutory and vindictive publications in existence. It has lied on many, many occasions. It spreads hate specifically in order to make money. It represents so much of what is wrong with this society.
That such a piece of filth, which lacks any intellectual merit of any possible description could be deemed an appropriate purchase for collective funds because of such pathetic and selfish arguments as “the Sports reporting is good” or “the Dear Deadrie gossip page is funny” makes me sick to the bottom of my fucking stomach.
That immensely privileged Oxford undergraduates could be so utterly casual, nonchalant and dismissive about the political symbolism and importance of such a newspaper brings it home to me what a horrible festering hive of over-privileged, self-obsessed ignorant little fucks this university is full of. Apparently Balliol, and for a brief period even Oxford, was once different – it’s hard to believe right now. And frankly this confirms that I cannot wait to leave. I don’t expect the rest of the world to really be any different, but hopefully it wont stink quite so badly of privilege, wealth and indifference to the non self-serving and immediate gratifications of selfish trivialities.
Do not post asking me to explain or defend in any more detail my views on this matter: if you cannot see what is wrong here then I have nothing to say to you.
Real Life Moral Dilemma – can you help? Thursday, Feb 28 2008
Politics and Sagar's Social Commentaries and Stuff only I know why is here Paul Sagar 12:55 am
As those who know me personally will attest, I have not eaten meat for what is going on for 6 years, and quite possibly longer. For a good 3 of those I was vegan, as opposed to just vegetarian. The thing is, I’m starting to have some seriously challenging thoughts about this particular practical ethical stance of mine. Here’s the reasoning leading me to think I should just pack it in…
To begin, note that my not eating meat has made absolutely zero difference to any animal, ever. I never killed my own meat, so my going vegetarian didn’t stop any animals from dying at my own hands. My objection has always been to modern high-intensity agri-business farming methods. Indeed my objections to that still stand: I think that the way we use and abuse animals in modern industrialised society, the way we raise and kill them, is morally indefensible. I’m not going to tell anyone that what we do to animals is OK – I think it clearly isn’t.
Yet nothing I have done for the past 6 years has saved a single animal life. Those who say that vegetarians save animals lives are living in a sort of Sorites Cloud Cukoo Land. For while it might be true that given the total number of vegetarians in, say, the UK, the corresponding decline in market demand has led to X number of cows not being born and therefore not being reared for slaughter. This X can then be aggregated out amongst the number of vegetarians, concluding that each vegetarian saved (or rather, prevented the creation and then destruction of) X/n number of cows. This might be true (though I suspect it’s actually uncalculable due to limited information). The point is it has made no difference whether I was a vegetarian or not: my impact on market demand is far too small to make any difference – either in the past or if I start buying steak tomorrow. Thus my not eating meat has saved no cows’ lives, and if I start eating meat, the same number of cows (or whatever) will die.
Which leads to another point. If I really did care about saving animals lives, I should have done far more: for example I should have bought cows and a field to put them in, or barricaded the gateways to slaughterhouses, or at the very least given out leaflets in the street encouraging people to go veggie, thus potentially altering market demand. The fact is I have done nothing of these things – and i’d be lying if I said I care enough to start now.
So why be vegetarian? I think we get to the heart of the issue when we turn reflection towards me and why I want to do or not do certain things. Part of the sentiment here is, I think, laudable: the meat industry is morally abhorrent; I cannot justify it, and so want no part in it. That is a sort of ‘clean hands’ argument against meat-eating. The other part is less laudable: it comes down to quite liking the smug superiority of being a non-meat eater, and feeling great about the fact that I have the moral wisdom and strength of character to do what I see to be right. I don’t like that thought about myself, because it is massively egotistical and thoroughly self-interested: the animals aren’t the issue here, my ego is.
Given that those are the things which seem to really matter, ethically speaking, as to whether I should be vegetarian, I can pose a neat question. Firstly, I want to get rid of the ego stuff: I don’t want to keep endorsing moral principles which at root I know to be motivated by self-flattery not genuine ethical sentiments. So we can chuck all that stuff out. All that remains is the ‘clean hands’ considerations, and it seems we then have a clear confrontation. For what matters more to me? That I keep my hands clean? Or that I live a less inconvenienced life, where I can eat the same food as my friends, not worry about ingredients in prepared foods or when going to restaurants, make my Mum’s life less difficult, make my Gran happy and relieved (she thinks i’ll die young and soon if i keep not eating meat), not have to make a scene every time I go round to other people’s for dinner, and generally just be normal?
Right now, i’ve got to be honest and say the latter things are pressing more strongly than the clean hands considerations. Part of me just doesn’t care if my hands are clean – after all, the rest of me is pretty dirty already.
So what should I do? I’m giving 48 hours for anybody to come up with a solidly convincing reason why I should stay vegetarian. And don’t talk to me about consequences unless you’ve got some really nifty moves lined up. I want to know why I, an individual moral agent with projects, commitments, life-plans and designs upon the world, should for the sake of my soul (as you might like to think of it) not eat meat. After 48 hours, if no good arguments are forthcoming, I’m eating steak.
Secondly, is this a paradigmatic case of clear eyed akrasia? I can’t decide, but i’m tempted to think that it might very well be…
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